[ox-en] Re: The Castle of Crossed Destinies
- From: Adam Moran <adam mkdoc.com>
- Date: Fri, 20 Feb 2004 00:37:01 +0000
Three Tales of Madness and Destruction
My mate burnt her self to death last year in a car on top of a hill not
far from where I am now. She had told her mam and ex that she was just
going up to the lakes for a bit to have a break and get her head
straight. She was locked-in to quite a few unhelpful patterns of both
the psychological and chemical composition ... in this dichotic
She left a hole here and people started to fall in it. What can you say
to a group who had missed the insanity of partaking in a
sing-along-a-sound-of-music event at the same time as kids where being
locked-up for disturbing the peace.
Explain the phenomena. Every behavior has a positive intention. What was
the positive intention behind her burning ?
One can only guess - mine is based as ever on partial information and
Inspector Maigret novels ;)
I've seen this behavior a few times before and speculate a pattern:
Despair in the *I*.
The burning removes the despair in hope that this despair is not
repurposed / regenerated in / by connected / loved *I*.
I wish I had intervened to a greater extent before the event rather than
mop-up the aftermath but one can only do so much and remain focused. Her
child is in good hands through the work of others. And like all faithful
Atrides I tend to spare no tears for the dead.